The night had started innocently enough. Just the usual conversation. How was your day, did you remember to eat? The kinds of pleasantries that are expected of us with no recompense. I won't lie though, I enjoy these little conversations more than she knows. Every morsel of information keeps me coming back for more. It is tearing me apart not knowing all the thoughts in her head. The thoughts don't matter though, you are happy she wants to be in your company. With her, it's always a safe space, just enjoy it, you both deserve it.
She had been teasing me all night. The side glances, the deep stares. Light touches on my arm or knee. It melts me inside every time she touches me. Her perfume already had me when I walked in the room. The scent makes me want to be closer. Her eyes captivate me in a way that makes me fall for her again everytime I look at them. Her hair, beautiful as ever, I cannot resist. I have to be strong, but how do I hide my desires? I want to just give in fully, but I'm wiser now. I have to focus on her.
Intoxicated by her already, I knew I was not going to be able to resist much longer. Dreaming of having her to myself for once. No distractions, no stress, just deep connection, lost in eyes and thought. Revealing layers of stress that I want to kiss away. I want to hold her close, but I have to be restrained. If I let on how much I desire her, I will lose her right away. I've never believed you could care this much about someone. I thought it was something only told in fairy tales or romance. Here she is though, fully into my stories. Listening intently, asking meaningful questions, I know this is what I want, what I truly need.
The conversation was already turning. I knew what she wanted. I had teased her as well. She knew I was going to make her feel good in ways that she would never find anywhere else. The painful lonely nights had given my mind plenty of time to think of ways to give pleasure. I didn't want to end the night, the laughter and crying had made us sore in our sides already. Now it was time for me to lie in the bed I made and face the consequences.
I knew how to make this unforgettable. I wasn't going to give into her just yet. I know I yearn for it. My penis is throbbing thinking about the dark desires I planned on acting out with her. Not tonight though, I want this to last. I want her to know that I'm deeper. We are both vulnerable and know this will only temporarily solve our issues. I crave it more than anything though.
I slowly climb into the bed. Inching ever so closer to build tension. Getting lost in the scent of your hair. Placing my hand on your thigh to let you know my intentions. I slide my hand slowly up your thighs, feeling your breathing change. I feel the desire from her. The lust for the touch. The yearning for pleasure. I continue my tease, leaving soft kisses on your neck. I feel you shudder. You feel my warm breath teasing. Lightly pinching and squeezing your thighs, your waist, your lower back. I try to rub the stress away. I want you relaxed, succumb to me fully. Once I feel the tense muscles ease, I continue.
Moving up to your hips, my favorite spot to rest my hand, lightly I graze my fingers along the bone. Resting my hand momentarily to make your heart flutter. I wait for the breathing to get more shallow. Slowly saving the moment of desires I can feel you exuding. Not giving in fully, teasing just soft moments, they feel like hours. I feel the deep sigh you release, I know to proceed.
Moving closer behind you. Pulling you closer to me. Wrapping my hand around your waist. Feeling me behind you, you succumb to my desires. Slowly moving my hands from your waist, gently feeling the curves of your breasts. I lightly squeeze, feeling the air release from your lungs. I know I have you where I want you now. I melt into you, holding you, letting the soft music in the background calm us through the night. Holding you close, matching your breath. Feeling your heartbeat pulse into my hand resting on your chest. Just the two of us alone together. I would slowly drift off dreaming of the worlds you bring me to.
Now I have to wait until I get home to release this to you. You ask for the words, and I will send them to you. I know how to make them work. I enjoy this!
If you haven't sensed it yet (I'm pretty sure you have) I've been edging up to this moment. I've been holding back since I felt we were too vulnerable at the moment. I know if I revealed the words, there would be no going back. I want this for us. I can write the words you desire to hear. I just need to know where you want me to start.