I secretly write to you while at work.
No one knows what I am really doing.
Just sitting here thinking.
Smiling with my back to the room.
Everyday I sit now.
Wondering my next move.
Replaying the words in my head.
Don't push her away.
She completes me in ways I cannot explain.
My missing piece.
My calm sea.
My ocean.
I share some words, but there are still so many inside.
I smile more now.
I can read and write clearly again.
I enjoy music again.
You opened my eyes.
When I see yours, I see love.
I know where I want to be.
It is just going to take time for me to be healed.
We opened another door last night.
It truly made me happy.
Every inch closer heals me.
Our first embrace will heal me fully I am sure.
To feel your words in person will make me truly happy.
My biggest fear right now is losing you.
I know it is unlikely.
Every time something good happens, it falls apart.
Be positive.
The small steps get you there.